This Blog serves your ascension process and finding the truth of what and who you truly are, with messages from the Realms of Light. May your heart be inspired and may you grow in consciousness and participate in the Light and Love of the Supreme Being. May you be blessed and be happy!
With much Love, Ute Posegga-Rudel
it is not possible to live without Me because I Am your very Source That Is the
Foundation of your life and the Foundation of everything else.
what a phenomenon it is that you are not aware of Me, that you easily forget
Me, that you feel separate from Me!
what a phenomenon that even when you think of Me and talk about Me, that you
still feel alienated from Me? How could you, as I Am your very Substance?
this not a mystery? An error, a fault of creation?
are you not aware of Me and One with Me as Divine Consciousness, day and night, As I Am?
do you know Who I Am?
say: KNOW Who I Am?
you do not know because I am not your knowable object.
can never be known by the knowing mind. You cannot think Me. You cannot imagine
yet I Am. Independent of all your talking and thinking and imagining.
is the True and Real Mystery.
about Me, if I Am not authentically felt, As I Am, is sheer nonsense, because
such small talk can never contain me, can never transmit the Profundity of Ecstatic
Love-Bliss-Happiness That I Am. As Such I Am the Foundation of this world and
all worlds, of all existence and all the cosmic mind and domain and all beings.
identified as a separate and heavily limited body-mind, tend to address Me and
to describe Me as an Abstract and Faint Entity, as if you are almost equal to
Me, a kind of “buddy” to you. But in Truth it is absurd , because how can a
modification of Me, presuming to be separate from Me, be equal to Me.Whereas all what you appear to be inheres in Me.
to truly “know“ My Divine Greatness you cannot just talk about Me, you can only
more and more profoundly heart-feel Me, and in due course Realize Me as your
own Eternal and True Nature. You must become Me by surrendering your total
body-mind, - step by step to Me. If this surrender would happen instantaneously
in a moment you would explode and burn off in My Consuming Fire of transformation.
Am the Very Divine Fire, Beloveds, the all-consuming Fire of all those who
would participate with Me, in My Infinite Divine Realm of Conscious Light.
I Am the underlying Power of all Worlds and Things and Beings, while Be-ing simultaneously
all of them, you must unite with Me slowly to not to burn but increasingly
adapt to My heat until you become One with Me in Ecstasy, your whole body-mind transcended
and given into My Radiant Divine Consciousness.
see, I Am not an idea or nice and even inspiring thought, Beloveds. To Become
Real with Me, is a tangible and profound process, in which your total body-mind
is being transformed and more and more surrendered to My Conscious Light until
it vanishes in It. How could it be otherwise?
you not desire to Become Who you truly Are? Utter and unthinkable Freedom from
all conditional suffering! The wonder is that I Am you, whereas you are not Me,
you, as a separate and individual body-mind, empty of My Radiance. As such you
perceive Me as an other. But I Am your subjective Source-Condition, Entirely
Divine, Not-Two, Radiant, Eternal.
could you consent to be entirely Mine other than by being profoundly in Love
with Me! Only deepest Heart- Love of Me opens a Radiant Door in which the Vision
arises to embrace Me, to let Me transform you to Me what is otherwise separate
and solely an idea of identity, you call “I”.
True I Am is Me. But not as a body-mind, or a pale thought or lifeless feeling,
a silence perhaps, and conditional peace.An empty space. That empty space that many think is true “I Am“, is in
fact another form of separate identity. What I Am is not just a silent dark
space in a kind of vacuum that seems to lack awareness of a separate body-mind.
A bardo, before your attention falls back into the experience of something that
you identify as “I” in form, gross, subtle or even causal.
Am That I Am Is Radiant Conscious Light, the Substance of everything that
arises in Me. My Prior Silence is Absolut and Supreme Radiance. It is all-powerful, all-pervading, all
Love-Bliss-Happiness. It is your True Identity, Infinite and Eternal,
body-less, mind-less, form-less. All your other identities you are suffering, are
solely fractions of What You Are.
why this separation from Me, this neglection of Me? It is the most limiting identity with the program of your body-mind (gross, subtle and causal!), that you THINK you
are and you consented with, the “I” of confinement, you so powerfully hold on
to and out of which you have constructed an artificial life. A life you have
accommodated to in a way that you even think you are happy, at best. Or that
“it” could make you “happy”: with icecream,good-looking, chocolate, lovers and holidays and their substitutes.
enough, you need a lot and always recurring incidents with ice creams and
chocolates, to keep you happy. While I Am Happiness Itself, always and
naturally, and free of things to fill your emptiness of Me.
depends on what you want to make of your life. Whether you want to play in the
powerless quicksands of illusionary reality made up by the dreaming of your
mind, or if you desire to awaken in the Radiant Real-ity of Truth of What I Am,
That Is Your Home. It is All-Powerful-Love, Self-Existing, and not just mind´s love intention.
you can think is not Me. You can think Me much and even more and more. And
while you think Me, even with the slightest thought, you move away from Me. I Am Independent of mind and thought and prior
to it. I Am. Find Me by transcendence of self. This process is an ordeal to the
separate body-mind, and not just a nice walk in the morning sun distracted by the
phantasies of rainbow flowers.
the Gift is to be Awake as Undying Happiness, Eternity, Truth, Bliss and
Ultimate Divine Consciousness. I needed to tell you a bit of Who I Truly Am so
that you might not choose to continue in the illusions of your dying mind. In
Me there is no death. There is Only Eternal Being-ness, all Bliss-full and as
such never Changing.
Am! And which “I” are you choosing? And when you are choosing Me, can you walk
the way truly on your own?Can you
transcend the body-mind, while still identified with it? How would the mind
transcend itself? You become what you meditate on. How do you meditate on Me?
How do you know for real, that you do not meditate on your own mind, even the higher mind, ideas and
presumptions, imagining it is Me?
you are serious,I will reveal Myself to
you. Ask, and doors will open.
Am Your God-Self!
conveyed by Ute http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.es/2015/03/our-god-self-while-you-think-me-you.html
thank you - all of you so much, who responded to my situation - for your kind and heart-felt support! Thank you for your love and your light and your blessings! I have read all your comments and appreciations for my work with joy and gratitude!
And I am proud of you who suggested that I look at the profound loss from a spiritual point of view, namely that this time is about loosing an identity that is perhaps still bound to this dimension and to assume Christ Consciousness, or however we want to call it.
I am not able to reply to you inividually, my smartphone does not allow it.
So I try to answer here as good as I can.
Now - the following is not what you think it would be. But I need to paint the whole picture, so that you can SEE what we are made of. Look at my "case" as an example that applies to all of us. Although we live on so called quarantine Earth, although we live on a prison planet, we are FREE! Although there is misery for the overwhelming majority of humanity, we are in Truth all Happy.
And here it begins:
First of all, imagine, it was not only about the total loss of my electronic equipment and the data of my life work (only the few images I uploaded to fineartamerica are usable because they are in high definition) also all my websites can never be updated because I lost all the pages, created with a special software, stored on my devices. To recover them all would be hard work of several month and no fun. Perhaps it is difficult to understand what this all means for an artist. Additionally all my beloved music is gone, everything. I need it also for my videos. But it is all gone. Every piece of it and proof that I bought it.
I don't mention this to be pitied. But just to emphasize the extent to which the situation escalated. Because it is interesting enough, that none of this truly touches me - to my own amazement. It should though, one would think. Yes, there was this immense shock! Which is a normal reaction of the body-mind. It took a while to get out of it.
this was not already enough,
I first did not find what I hoped to find in my new appartement: more peace and ease than in my first one here on this island.
I don't know what is worse! The loss or the ongoing dangerous situation I started to live in.
Imagine: only to go to the bathroom requires to lock the door to the terrasse and to hide somewhere my smartphone, because exactly in the few minutes out of sight thieves could come in. This is what happens here all the time, but I didn't know before. This kind of crazy living and thinking is just ridiculous and you can never relax. In the night I better keep the light on. And on and on.
There was more though. The noise from the street turned out to be overwhelming ( when I first visited it was kind of not noticable) and the energy in the house started to provoke strong headaches which became ever more worse. Sometimes they didn't allow me to sleep.
Dearest friends! Of course, what do you think! I deal with this whole mess on the level I have been always most passionate about: The Unconditional, the Root Condition or Divine Reality, this Radiant Space of Stillness where we are untouched! Physical pain, yes, but untouched at the core of my being. It comes with the frequency of fullness and deep peace, even with happiness, taking over the body.
But don't doubt for a moment that I exactly desired to live this already in the new place from the beginning. It was my very intention! So the loss and all the disaster did not push me to this inner detachment. I consider the mess and all the now required extreme efforts as an extra gift. Perhaps a test how far the mess could go, and I still stay happy ( besides the inevitable shock in my bones and a partial desorientation in this world.)
Bottomline: yes, there is the loss of things, but not of myself or self-identity. Because it is deeper than my personality and its doings. And you know what? Peace is here anyway. Deeper than the mind can imagine. And yes, noise from the street and such bad odor from the busses at times that I need to close all windows. Not exactly what I had prayed for though. But the headaches went away in the fullness and thick air of peaceful Reality, the substance of the world.
Perhaps it all needed to happen to be the living proof for what I have been trying to inspire you with in all these years: our own true Divine Identity that is already Free and Untouched and Happy. No matter what is happening and whatever the body-mind is exposing to the observer.
I got what I wanted. But it came not from outside. It happens from inside. And inside overwrites the outside. This is nothing new but in this case a dramatic proof is being given that it is so. I do the crazy locking of doors and hiding of things. I am cautiously looking around when I leave the house. I experience how my new home is vibrating and humming from the thunder of the traffic. (This to me! Being extremely sensitive to noise!) I flee from the deadly toxic smell of the street. I experience the unthinkable: my life work gone with all the equipments.
But still I laugh. I am free. I lack nothing, although everything is missing and worse than ever. Please consider in the midst of it: you and I are not separate. You are me and I am you on the deepest level of our being. So the essence of what I experience could also be yours. There is no difference, only acceptance and readiness to be who we are.
Perhaps mankind altogether is awaiting a grand loss soon, the loss of our culture we have been famliarizing with over all these years. If our world is to become new the old must first die. Perhaps we all must prepare for this experience. For many it will reveal to them who they truly Are.
I am writing from my smartphone - still waiting to own again a laptop. Managing my internet life from a smartphone is a real unpleasant ordeal though, which I try to avoid as much as possible. And formatting is almost impossible.
It is an interesting experience to have lost everything and not being able yet to replace it. Whereby my lost artwork and writings, that I created over many years, cannot be replaced of course, with all the money of the world.
This total loss makes
me wonder whether I was really of service to humanity - or perhaps the opposite: whether my work was not pleasing the common mind of the esoteric scene, or even those who would like to suffocate the light.
Given the numbers of my subscribers and the visits to my blog, I received almost zero feedback, besides 3 beautiful souls who expressed their support and feeling heart to me.
My joyful gratitude and love to you!
But otherwise it seems that my work did not really make a difference in this world and it doesn't really matter whether I continue.
Nevertheless, it always has been my deepest heart's intention to inspire, to bring clarity and truth to my beloved brothers and sisters. This will always be so.
But I might perhaps in the near future change a bit the subject and bring a slightly different perspective onto the equation of this vulnerable world.
We have learned much about the difficulty to move deeply enough the human heart, to inspire with radiant visions to truly world changing actions on the personal and more public level. Otherwise our planetary situation would have changed already in a significant way for the better.
Perhaps it is not sufficiently enough understood by many that change must start with ourselves and cannot be expected to be brought to us from "outside".
The mind plays thereby a significant role, to begin with. But we must understand that it is the frequency of our being, the incarnated light together with a rising consciousness, or rather a Divine Consciousness, that brings the real change about.
The change I am talking about cannot be a change that moves a bit the figures on the chess board. Rather we must relinquish the whole chess board! There must be a radical change altogether, that lifts our whole being out of the present situation into a completely new paradigm that transcends the dilemma we are in.
To trigger this profound transformation we need the power of the heart and the inspiration of our higher intelligence that is carried by the Radiance of our True Native State: the Reality of the love-blissful Divinity, based at the root of our Eternal and very Existence, prior to the soul.
It transcends mind, even the higher mind. It is the Root of everything we experience, know and create. It is our true Home. It Is Us.
Why not allow to be drawn to the Ultimate Root of our existence. No more trying to change color and shape. But to return to that which we inherently Are. From there only a truly Divine World can arise. It resolves our dilemma. It is the answer to the riddle. It turns our chaotic world that hangs upside down, upside and upright again. It puts everything into place. It puts all things right.
Don't we all have enough from the fruitless and unsubstantial juggle of the lower mind in the illusionary realms of intense duality? Are we exhausted, phlegmatic and full of doubt?
We can Now do better. We can wake up to what we Really - and I mean REALLY - Are. THIS changes the world.
To awaken to the facts of how our world has been managed in the last Thousands of years, is not enough! We must do the Inside job, not the political one, but the subjective, individual one.
It starts with us. We must all visit our own underworld and make it conscious. What's out there is a mere reflection of that. When we dig deep enough and thoroughly enough,we find the Treasure that is burried underneath all the rotten garbage: our True Radiant Divine Self. Not just a chacra, by the way. But the Divine Itself.